I have been writing my blogs for a while and initially I kept it completely to myself and didn’t disclose it to anybody. I was extremely shy to disclose it to anybody. Then it took quite a while to overcome little bit of shyness and I also started getting a feeling that the whole purpose of writing blog article is failing. However it still took more time to overcome that shyness. For a long time although I revealed that I have been writing, I didn’t disclose the link; However after quite an effort and battle with my shyness I slowly started giving out my blog link to few people. However I was quite apprehensive about giving it out to mass, so I started with a safe crowd. I first gave it to very unknown people, where I thought the comments I get wouldn’t be important for me :-). Though positive comments made me feel good about it.After a while my confidence grew and I slowly started giving out my blog link; I really find it difficult to express exactly the way I feel it, Still let me try this way. I was absolutely accurate about the way I expected each and everyone to respond about it. Hmm that makes me a good psychologist. One of my dearest and nearest friend, Tanmayi after seeing my blog articles said, your articles look very good to me, she also said that I have exceeded her expectations. I expected around same kind of reaction from her and it helped me more to grow out of shyness. I gave it out to my blog friend Veenu, who as promised read it and commented according to her feelings at her leisure, which was exactly the same thing I expected about her. Then I disclosed it to my very close set of confidant family members and relatives with whom I was quite comfortable and trusted that I wouldn’t be made fun of, amongst them I expected few of them to read and appreciate it and I expected some of them not to read it at all. I was absolutely accurate about this too. Wow, Then I gave it out to few of my friends, whom I know only for last three to four years. Though I didn’t share very deep childhood friendship with them, I liked them for their personality and I was quite sure of they appreciating the views and topics I have brought up in my articles and received very positive responses out of them as expected as soon as I disclosed it to them. Hmm, Then I disclosed it to few of my childhood friends amongst whom I expected three of them not to respond at all, two of them to respond with very much positivity and one of them to respond as a no big deal and one of them to be taking little interest. I have no words to explain it how accurate I was in predicting it. :-), that makes me one hell of a mind reader, but I have failed to understand whether it was psychic power or psychological power that made me understand it? OOhh I don’t want to be psychic :-(. I better be psychological.
My friend Tanu says, scorpions are very good mind readers. Hmm But one thing is sure, I have always read people very very accurately, Its of course all together a different story that I ignored my own inner voices for the outer glitter of few people and some time other people’s opinion took upper hand over mine at times, but at some point or the other I always was proved right about impressions i formed. However I fail to understand men completely. for that one needs to be psychic I feel….. What say?
Good for you! having realistic expectations would mean less disappointments :-)
Suman, Thanks for reading.
Hmmm Thats the positive way of looking at it. :-).
Good for you meethi.. Keep up the good work of writing. I do read all your blogs and wanted to comment but never got around . waiting for some more interesting readings.
HVS
HVS,
Thanks for reading and thanks for the compliment. I will try to write more, Do keep reading.